BE Fearless

The Facts Are These:

Fear and being comfortable are some of the worst addictions we deal with as young adults today, along with anxiety and stress.

ComplaintDepartment

Sometimes it's a bit hard to get people to understand you. It's not always as easy as asking and recieving. Well at least that's the way sometimes it may seem. I find myself in the most irritated mood when people aren't understanding me. when I am complaining it's the worst...the solution

... Stop complaining it takes up far too much energy too complain you are supposed to be focusing that energy not on complaining or covering up the problem with substitutions but realizing you have it all. this is my first superhero lesson I have learned as a lady in training to spot things that are not right. not to complain about them, that's too lazy and yes ladies in waiting are quite lazy. i suppose that's what makes real women Bionic. Be Bionic. Be the Solution. Take Positive initiative towards messages of love and you will find not only will you not have anything to complain about, you will find it very easy to help someone else who loves to complain as you have probably been complaining about the same things.


Give Back Love

Don't just file a Complaint. Be Bionic. Start a Revolution.


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ifyoudontlikeitgofuccyourself

Inspiration is something i had to go seek. i was bored and uninspired therefore completely unaware of how much fun i was having. i have a lot of fun. I just had to learn how to write about it in a way that sounded fun and appropriate. im on a journey to create color images in the imaginations of many. it's far more entertaining in my book than being a television super actor. I can just say Aspiring actors are an interesting bunch of folks. I mean Hollywood is nuts all by itself and then you aadd drugs and plastic surgery. It makes for quite the freak show. People should probably be a little less judgemental of weirdos i mean you noticed them right? isnt that what all these "actors" and entertainers are running around and doing???? trying to get noticed.they say pay attention to me im important! in reality most people aren't that direly important. it's important to be important and relevant to yourself before you start asking others for it. o and people need to be honest it causes for a lot less back up.

i am inspired... therefore i can proceed with creating.



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Give me My Money

Im in a senseless situation. I know i shouldnt do it but i do... i just know i wont get screwed again... and i wont and i havent been its nice to have good people in your circle, but sometime our friends just need a little kick in the ass to get their shit together because i have bills to pay too man... these clips always ease the tension for me when folks owe me money... so today is the day right????





i never really understand why things happen... i just came to the conclusion ill never understand why and i just need
to sit and watch them unfold appropriately. But why cant other people catch on to this simple concept? is it so that when
we finally do understand this we have to constantly use it as a shield against crazy folks with no goals who are just frustrated for
the sake of being a pain in the ass to people who are actually doing something with themselves. its like a special code you can type in on
the wii to make it a little easier to achive other levels. SMH thats all i can really do at this point. just smh. and how hard is it to be
honorable and keep your word... i hate being taken advangtage of or when someone is dishonest and especially when someone tells me to come along
for the ride and ditches me. so i just really want to figure out a way to pre warn people about fucking with me maybe a tshirt or something.
because once u get on my bad side there is no going back. that bridge will not only be burnt but reconstructed just so the moment
you step into the middle of it it will disappear and you will be dropped thousands of feet to your death.i really am not of fan of those types of
thoughts so i figured id put them here on my blog and so when i meet people i will just hand them my business card and it will say dont fuck me! across the
top... lol i can only imagine the faces i would get... because i already have quite a mental collection of the faces i get when i hand people my sticker...good times.
well im done venting it was just a quick though with too many characters to post on twitter. and now im back to zen.one thing i will say about all this life craziness is it will definitely make good inspiration for when i decide to write a psycho thriller and you can upcode it... and it doesnt matter the situation or relationship you can always learn something from it dont listen to arrogant ignorance.KNowledge is Power and even the man who knows everything is always learning something new. Keep your minds open.


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My Passive Aggressive Middle Finger to Haters

ill send the Terrence Howard cd to her as a push present-Burn.

Today I had a lot of discussions about careers. How much is there to say about careers you ask? Well even if you didn't, the answer: tons of stuff comes on our little personal interwebs in our heads.Anyway first discussion about careers today was about how you sometimes have to venture off of the best known and easiest path of your ultimate goal and yes it does change your life, what do people like the drama of not having common sense? is it really selfish for someone to have a plan and stick to it no matter how they have to do it? do we all actually have the option of having a balance in life, even when others are involved? why do people always expect for someone to drop their lives for a decision they made. I just don't think it is very friendly...

...then there was the discussion about how life is filled with multiple careers as long as you leave a stream of success and self satisfaction in your path. i personally live my life to the fullest. At times that does include just a pinch of drama just to test finding out who you truly are. I found that sometimes your world needs to be picked up and shaken sometimes. Sort of the way you might to a pet bug in a jar. Just a little rattle always helps you to evolve one way or the other and you can only hope[or not hope and go] it's in a positive direction for yourself and if not, please my friends pause take a deep breath and go for what you truly feel is right...

... and if you are in a situation where you are being taken advantage of... unless you get off on it [in which case u might need to talk to someone] you should always be real with yourself and respect your being enough to do what's in your best interest... you would think people knew these things, but they don't and that hurts my heart...

last but not least you are never stuck... there is nothing wrong with changing careers more than 50 times throughout life if you feel that is what is right for you. as long as its positive it is always great to evolve and re create yourself into who you are then and now, plus when you are on your deathbed and your resume brings back only amazing memories of fantastic life experiences, then you will most likely die smiling and happy and you wont combust all by yourself with no one around...[that happened to a neighbor of my aunt's recently, very sad]

... and for those who are living their lives this way I hope our life parties meet and mingle... and for those who wish their lives were this way... don't hate. part of the reason my life is so amazing is because i am realistic with myself and all of the great people i know, so when confused haters have the tendency to come and go into my orbit i generally take to writing emo posts on my blog.

smile


Listening to: It's Your Thing by The Isley Brothers ... so appropriate.


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Im indecisive sometimes ,but I'm a die hard Lakers fan tho!!!!

ooooo how fun gonna go see Bucho tomorrow evening in Sacramento at Caesar Chavez Park. I l
ove concerts that are outside makes me wanna go a bit crazy and howl at the moon. Well not really. That's pretty ridiculous. I have noticed lately that I am a bit of an indecisive person. I don't understand why and i wonder if it's just me? I mean of course I have preferences but i rarely have any specific suggestions about things like food and or what i want to drink. But then I constantly have people making comments like " Wow , you're so picky." or " You are kinda high maintanance." O well fuckem! i'll do me and i decided if I effen have better things to worry about like heartbreak, the lakers and blog stuff I shouldnt have to decide on what to eat or where to go for fun. Especially if I am hanging out with someone I know and that generally knows what I want and don't want. And I decided you can't call people high maintenance if they are constantly being asked to give their opinion on things and sometimes they just decide to give before they are asked so it might seem a bit like opinion overload, but it's not.Go Lakers!!!!
So if any kind heart wants to take me to a lakers game i volunteer myself as your escort : )

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Good Advice: Hula Hoop

Hooters keeps their girl doing it, those clever dogs ...
Michelle Obama is awesome at it apparently [i mean word on the streets] and
My little five year old cousin can get it around her neck... its that fun easy and can be good for you in so many ways. I personally believe in having a good time and staying healthy. We could all use a little bit more rhythm in our lives. I mean at least from what I have seen just hanging around crowds of dancing people. Because yeah I have a tendency to do tha,t and I would buy each and every one of them a hula hoop and a special dance mix for their ipods if I cared enough. So go out there and hula hoop your little hearts out because it'd good for you...

...and this woman wants to tech you the booty bump





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A message... I really want a boat...

If your life is as crazy as mine is, I suggest you take a moment to have a deep breathe and enjoy a nice cup of tea. Maybe take the time out to plan a thing or two, but as soon as enough energy arises I am sure you [and I] will be right back out there slaying the wild roller coaster life has given us without any type of safety contraption. When dreams come true and old habits die the universe shakes and wakes us up to remind us to coexist with ourselves and only pass the message along to others to do the same. Because only when you stay in touch with yourself do you relax enough to look around and watch your dreams flourish around you. What if you don’t have any dreams? Get some. What if you can’t settle on a dream? Go for them all and only continue on the journeys that feel right. As for now I think I am going to board a boat and hang on a lake because even the ocean has too much drama for me right now.

I would do this tho...

this should be the party boat ... here


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Take Your Vitamin C!!!

Isn't it a pain in the ass when you are sort of baked in a way, ya know cause it's hot outside.You are trying to leave a comment or sign in on something and those distorted letters show up and you have to copy them. It seems like they are trying to get people to not use the internet when they are a little messed up. I thought it was all about instant gratification. Any way I have got to take a junk load of vitamins before I get on the plane to leave NY because apparently theres this bug, so just stay on your game. So yes good times.Yeah and packing jeez, right, but thats okay its sunday and there's posicles.


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420 Friendly

Have a Happy 4.20

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Mags go digital trend...right.

Whoa now magazines!!!! Turns Out Nylon Mag has just turned 10 and has decided to lauch their magazine digitally. Now I think that's awesome and how funny is it theyve done this right after another publication I used to buy in print went digital.[Missbehave Mag]. I dont know I guess I have to start learning how to make better digital mood boards. Anywho Happy Birthday Nylon Mag. O yeah and Happy belated Birthday to Manu I know it seems late but we'll have a beer to fix it. This turned out to be more random of a post than I had planned. So in that case you should check out my mom in her tap dance troup here since this is random : )O and when there are two rabbits and 1 tree what time will you arrive in Paris??? Think about that too.


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This is What I am Giggin to

lol it's just like a mini mall!!!!

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Fetishes and Crushes are like drugs you can't live without. They make you who you are a bit . Damn the heart strings. Like a little gift of crazy to your sane. So imagine being addicted to the underground glamor of life. Being attracted to thug geniuses and shy gods. It's hard to thrive on the calm of chaotic passion. So what is there to do but ride the equalizer bars til they go mute[which they never will]. Is it easier to check out and ditch your conscious and go in for the kill and joy of life???Or is it better to respect the boundaries of the world and stay muted and a it lost? For me I'm gonna live on the edge and rock out on yachts and private jets and fulfill my fetishes in private. ha it's good though I run off of geek worship. ; )

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Memoring lol

I would like to use these to memor things. It's a post-it ring. haha

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